I'm very insecure, I'm very fickle minded all the time, i have low self-esteem, i have no confident in myself at all, i rather stay at home then go out, when i walk i look down because I'm afraid to make eye contact with strangers, I'm very bad with socialising with people i just know, i don't know how to start a conversation, i have a very bad body posture because i tend to slouch alot, the only people that understands me is my mom, dad, 2 sisters and my 2 girl friends because since that day i finally come to a realisation that the only man i can trust in this world is my dad.